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oh my god..i cried by just reading this..i was really touch and it made me love kyuhyun more.. i know that the funny character he was he shows at times was the real him..i’l definitely support him more as he works so hard for us.. i was really tousch with his words that super junior have 14 members.. starting from leetuk-oppa and ends with the E.L.F.s..
Cute, but they ignored most of SJM and completely neglected to mention his closeness with Zhou Mi. Kyuhyun is OBVIOUSLY not Only13 and it seems almost like the person who made this is trying to spin it like he is…
I♥IT!!
it’s so nice!!
so sweet and nice!!
i just notice that the day when the accident happened was my brothers birthday!!
what an unlucky day!!!
kyuhyun is always a good singer to use!!
super junior is always 13, super junior M is always 7 !!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
hmm i don’t think the creator is trying to make it to look like it.. this is a story bout kyu and if she has to include all parts about his relationships with the other boys clearly it will be twice as long.. don’t take me wrong.. i’m not only13 supporters but the way “13″ is mentioned in it is more to refer to the main group and how kyu treasures the group so much.. just myy opinion.. well let’s think positive ^^
This definitely drowned me in tears. Kyuhyun, i feel your pain, happiness, sorrow etc. If only all 13 members could write a diary like this, I’d be so pleased and thrilled to know what’s on their minds. Kyuhyun ah, stay strong and always remember E.L.F will forever be by your side. supporting and loving you. <3
you are really so awesome my kyuhyunnie oppa..it’s just so sad that i can’t watch your concert…big BOOO!!!to me…goodluck on your concert…kaja…fighting…saranghae suju…
Oh my god! I think this is the first entry in which I cried the whole time. It made me really emotional. Not just because I’m Kyuhyun biased (which in fact, I am XD ) but also because it touches some of the ‘tragedies’ in the suju fandom. I always get emotional when it comes to the accident and the Hangeng issue. But I guess we all feel this way. Also whenever I read how much this boys love each other, because they have been together for a long journey, facing hapiness and hardships together, relaying on each other…I also cry. All bands have their own problems, but I think Super Junior is in the top of the bands with more problems, but that is what has made them so bounded together and with us, ELFs. I love Super Junior’s fans name, ELFs, as it’s really meaningful. Everlasting Friends, that says it all as I already said once. I hope we could bring the happy times back, were suju was a family of 13+2 living happily together with ELF’s , and things like this make me wish for it even more. But I guess is difficult now, and it makes me sad. Anyway, Kyuhyun fighting, Super junior fighting, ELFs fighting. I think being an ELF is one of the best things that could have happened to me, and I love you all, fellow ELFs, I’m so proud of our boys, and of you , because, as them, we have been together and will be walking together this path. I really love you a lot <3
ahhh, i just read this.. and it makes me fall in love deeper towards him.. ^^ really thanks for sharing this twelfs.. thx to make this special myystiqueen unnie.. thanks for the translator who already translate this, so we all can understand.. and also thx who made this.. ^^ *bow*
i love super junior so much. you are one of the most wonderful of my life. and i like listening your voice the most. super junior anh super junior’s kyu hyun, fighting.
super junior, sarangheyo!
OMG me too! I’ll get very emotional every time I read or watch anything about Kyuhyun’s accident..without fail.. T.T And towards the end of the diary..it was about Hangeng.. T.T No doubt, I truly love Kyuhyun the most. But after knowing, watching, learning about all of them I seemed to began to love all of them more and more..I love ALL of them. No Hangeng don’t leave..the Sapphire Sky would rain with tears if you do. We ELFs will never stop praying for Super Junior. You guys have been through a lot..and we ELFs will give our best to make sure that all your effort , tears and even blood are worth it. Saranghae… T~T
aahh Kyunghee university!! i’ll probably go to there for short course program that was offered from my uni… i hope that i’ll be one of the representatives that my uni send to there… *bow*
after reading kyu’s diary, i really got emotional.It’s real as kyu said ” i may seem cold on the outside but i’m passionate on the inside”.with those touch words of oppa make me be moved to tears.
OMONA! i cried… gahh…
i just came back from ss2 here in manila and kyu had the longest bow… i think it was siwon who approached him and told him to stop since it has been minutes since the others have stopped bowing to thank us ELFs… gahh… such a sweetheart!
kyuhyun i love you! please know that
thank to kyu for your effort. I’m always on your side and follow your footstep
saranghae the person that changes my life
please keep strong health and always smile in hyung’s interest and care.
wow, i’m crying .. ~again
first when i read this: “Super Junior and Elfs will forever be friends and cannot be separated forever”
and second when Dream Concert.. gosh
thanks~
i was so touched by his messages.
i felt his sincerity in writing it.
it really made me cry. TT_TT
Super Junior always make me feel different feelings.
The feeling of being happy, sad & excited.
I will love Super Junior forever. )
Omg… this is so touching… and to know it came from him directly cuts an even bigger part of my heart. Kyuhyunnie…! I liked you already before but I think I love your even more now! >w<
Awww… That was soooo touching. Kyu was the second member I knew in Super Junior (Kangin was the first because of WGM). The moment I saw him sing Way Back Into Love with Donghae, Taeyeon and Jessica, I was already attracted to him, it’s because of his angelic voice. His voice never fail to captivate me. After reading this, I can’t help but cry a little bit when I read about the hardships they had to endure not only as a group, but as an artist as well, especially when I read about Hankyung’s lawsuit towards the end of the diary. Even though this was fanmade, I feel the sincerity in Kyuhyun’s words in the quotes. I really really admire Kyuhyun. He’s such a passionate guy. That’s why many people love him, because of his personality and nature. I only knew about SuJu last year, and reading this now, reading the past experiences of Super Junior, it made me love them even more, not only Kyuhyun, but all the members as well. I was really amazed with the passion they have for their music and for their fans, especially Kyu. Also, one thing that I love most is that they are united as one. They don’t consider each other as co-members, but as brothers. After watching many variety shows, I considered them very inspirational. They inspire others unknowingly through their perseverance and passion. I heard Eeteuk made the name ELFs for their fans, Everlasting Friends. He made the right name for the fans, because their fans will always be their everlasting friends. Also, these boys are the nicest ones I’ve ever met. In fact, nice is merely an understatement to describe them. I’m so proud of being an ELF. I wish them good luck in the future and I hope they will continue inspiring not only their fans, but also other people. I learned so many things from them, and I’m thankful for that.
I’m already babbling here. Sorry about the long comment. Hehehe… SUJU HWAITING! ELF HWAITING! SARANGHAEYO!
So touching.. thanKYU for gathering these quotes and stories.
He and the Super Junior whole members are MIRACLE for us, ELF.
^.^
margotlovesyou commented on Apr 27, 2010 at 10:11 PM
“the greater the battle, the sweeter the victory…”
I was really touched when I read this. It’s sweet and full of life. Thank you for sharing this! XD I so love it!!!
It’s a story of dreams, determination and love <3
really touching…
don’t worry about the criticisms it will make you stronger…
ELF will always be here for you and for the super junior!
we will never get tired!
OMG!!! so touching at the part of hangeng. i love the pic of HanKyu…Hangeng oppa pls comeback, we wanna see Suju-13 on the stage again (( we miss u oppa include kibum nd kangin we’ll wait u guys till comeback…SUJU FIGHTING!!!!
this is beyond touching~
you made me cry a lot, but still, I love it!!!
Thank you so much for translating it and sharing it!!! <3
I wouldnt know how to love SUJU without you~
i was so moved by this… this is ‘wow’!!! i wish i could do something like this. it only shows how much we love super junior in order for ELFs to do such work because it must have taken a lot of efforts!!! i wish kyuhyun would see this. i am grateful that he is a member of Super Junior!!!:)
I can relate with you. It’s just so funny that I am moved by a group of boys I don’t know personally but it seems I am affected by everything that happens to them. I share their ups and downs. I pray everyday for their happiness, safety and health. I don’t love Super Junior just because of their music or physical attraction. i really love them for who they are, each one of them. i feel they are so real, sincere, hardworking and humble. they never give up no matter what hardship has come their way. they will never be defeated. and we ELF will not allow that to happen! Super Junior’s fans are really beyond what fans usually are. Yes, we are more than fans, we are their friends whom they can count on in times of trouble. We will always be there for them and support them. When there is Super Junior and ELF, no one can bring us down!!! Love them so much and thank you for everyone who remains an ELF despite the issues that have happened to them. Let us all remain loyal to them and fight for them!:)
Thank you so much for this. It was very touching but the Maths Olympiad thing made me laugh. I remember him mentioning it on some game show. They were asking what sports he played and he just ignored and went on to boast about his Maths ability. Hahaha!!! =D
aww..EVIL MAGNAE KYU!!
i LOVE you!!
i LOVE Super Junior Forever!
i LOVE ELF!! <3
omg, im so happy that i could be an ELF:) ELF is like one of the most loyal fanclub ever!! and ELF is not just a fanclub but we're a FAMILY and will always be EverLasting Friends:)
saranghaee!!
totally agree with u!this is the first time i m so into fandom and i m quite shocked by myself also but i realised that i like them not only as idols but as real people..esp after so many unhappy incidents that happened which allowed us to see their true characters during adversities..and i also love the unity among ELFs..it shows the power of teamwork..i believe ELFs can do anything as long as we unite!
ow, this is so sweet! this biography make me more love him. Kyu opaa, i love you so much. i know you will do your best for us. and for the others, keep fighting and keep spirit!
this is the first time i m so into fandom and i m quite shocked by myself also but i realised that i like them not only as idols but as real people. [2] I am drowning in tears, really. Kyuhyun saranghae ♥
Kyuhyun, oppa! Happy 4th anniversary to you! I wish you good health and more blessings from God! We’ll always support Super Junior, oppa. Take care always. God bless!!! ^^
Oh my god, thanks for translating this… I didn’t finish reading but… He wasn’t acting in EHB tear collection att all? Oh, now I’m feeling like crying… OMG, Kyuhyun… Love you so much.
i cried while reading this message, actually even up until now i still cry whenever i remember them having an accident, mostly Kyu’s situation, but i try to keep a positive mind and also being thankful that everyone recovered. Kyu just dont forget to pay for guidance and he will carry you through.. I do wish to meet you someday maybe SUJU can come to Vancouver CANADA for a concert that would be aweseome, just remember there’s this fan supporting you all the way…take care and god bless.
I was really touched!!! while reading this one….. I can feel the love & care you have for your family, hyung’s and E.L.F. ….. don’t worry we will not stop loving YOU!!!! ELF’s LOVE SUJU …. hwaiting!!!!!!!!!!!!
you forgot one thing, on Star King he sang a duet with Charice in 2007. the song was Aladdin’s A Whole New World. other than that, i loved reading it :):) good job!
Ooh~ It was really touching….although it’s a fanmade album but it seems every word is from kyu oppa
s heart….I really cried while reading it twice….tanx a lot for it
kyuhyun oppa…..saranghae<3~
I’ve just read this diary, it’s really touching, after reading this I feel that I can workhard like Kyuhyun oppa to cacth my dream, he work very hard to give his best performance it’s motivating me to workhard to catch my dream like kyuhyun oppa do. I really admire kyuhyun oppa, always love you .He is the best singer that I’ve ever know
OMG
i am so touched by all this and i cried a lot while reading these^_^
it made me love him more^^
i will always support you and i want to promise you that from now on i will also work very hard to achieve my dreams of working for charity all over the world^^
I am very touched by the line that elfs are the 14th member of the Super Junior^^
Super Junior is awesome and all the other members are so nice and caring^^
i wish that i could get such caring friends like Super Juniors^^
i want to wish him all the best for you’re coming future
just do you’re best and we ELFs,you’re family,friends and other members of SuJu are always supporting you^^
FIGHTING^^
love ya^^
roxettenicole commented on Aug 29, 2010 at 03:01 AM
Cute Kyu Hyun,I love more after reading your diary.It’s so interesting and touching.I can feel your heart and your emotional life.You’ll be surely more and more higher because of your warm heart. Fighting!Cutie,I am your ELF and take care of your health.
Understanding that life is not easy unless you have God in your heart.( I’m just saying!!) Super Junior work soo hard just to make us happy. being kyuhyun’s fan… well because of his great singing voice. (it’s soo beautiful) Also his amazing smile. Also understanding that every SuJu member is different and start with a different story.
Reading this makes me know a little more about him.
thank you for posting this.. his story inspires me always… and i have additional knowledge about him.. be strong always kyuhyun and saranghae!!!!
immabeyourgrey commented on Oct 30, 2010 at 10:54 PM
aww… that’s so sweet :”> that’s why we all love you – because you love us too. as long as Super Junior’s there, we’ll be there to support you and your hyungs.
Awww.. My Kyuhyun has been through so much. It was so good to read this. I feel so near to you. I felt the feelings that you felt while writing these. I was so touched. I wish you could read this comment but thats OK. May be someday you will read. I wanna meet you someday. Since I stay in India I don’t think you guys will come here.. So what ? I will come there.. Kekeke.. [ I mean it. No jokes ]
I love you so much Oppa & after reading this I love you even more ♥ ♥ ♥
Its so good to know that you all are true brothers & you take good advantage of being a Magnae & why not ? You deserve all the happiness
You’re so ambrosial & charming ^_^
You’re such a darling. All this while I’d just been reading about you on the internet. Since thats only here I can get to know about you.. You’re so truthful from within. Its so good to see that you love your fans so much. I’m not just a FAN. For you atleast not any ordinary fan. I wish you could understand.
Always stay positive. Good things are coming your way & I’m coming too
ELF Forever ♥
Saranghayeo Cho Oppa ! ♥ ♥
Mwaaaaah :*
P.S. Thanks a lot to those who have translated this. I so mean it. Since I’m not a Korean I can not understand even a word though I’ll learn it soon ^^
Thanks a million.
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princesskyu commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 08:53 AM
page 12 is missing?
bihachan commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 09:15 AM
oww..touched.
*_*
what is this exactly?
nikkyu13 commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 09:31 AM
oh my god..i cried by just reading this..i was really touch and it made me love kyuhyun more.. i know that the funny character he was he shows at times was the real him..i’l definitely support him more as he works so hard for us.. i was really tousch with his words that super junior have 14 members.. starting from leetuk-oppa and ends with the E.L.F.s..
I love kyuhyun oppa..hwaiting..^^
twelfs commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 09:38 AM
oh wait sorry…. uhmm it’s all there i think… lemme check again
twelfs commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 09:45 AM
it’s a fanmade… like a biography of kyuhyun
twelfs commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 09:46 AM
yes it’s all there ^^
alejandra luciana commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 09:53 AM
I am crying to see this album! buuuuuu T_T
This beautiful!
Lee Jessie commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 09:59 AM
Oº°˚˚°ºoohh I ♥ Kyuhyun even MORE!!
Hiks..
So touched by the diary..
C commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 10:22 AM
Cute, but they ignored most of SJM and completely neglected to mention his closeness with Zhou Mi. Kyuhyun is OBVIOUSLY not Only13 and it seems almost like the person who made this is trying to spin it like he is…
-aina- commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 10:26 AM
thanks. nice to read it & know deeply what #evilmagnaekyu feels!
♥ it
stella commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 10:40 AM
I♥IT!!
it’s so nice!!
so sweet and nice!!
i just notice that the day when the accident happened was my brothers birthday!!
what an unlucky day!!!
kyuhyun is always a good singer to use!!
super junior is always 13, super junior M is always 7 !!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
myystiqueen commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 10:56 AM
hmm i don’t think the creator is trying to make it to look like it.. this is a story bout kyu and if she has to include all parts about his relationships with the other boys clearly it will be twice as long.. don’t take me wrong.. i’m not only13 supporters but the way “13″ is mentioned in it is more to refer to the main group and how kyu treasures the group so much.. just myy opinion.. well let’s think positive ^^
Ho Ngoc Tu Anh commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 12:08 PM
I love 5uper Junior, I love Kyu Hyun, 5aranghaeyo!!!!!!!!
Natasha commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 12:12 PM
Oh My God.
This definitely drowned me in tears. Kyuhyun, i feel your pain, happiness, sorrow etc. If only all 13 members could write a diary like this, I’d be so pleased and thrilled to know what’s on their minds. Kyuhyun ah, stay strong and always remember E.L.F will forever be by your side. supporting and loving you. <3
super junior hwaiting!
Jane commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 12:27 PM
WOW…this makes me loved baby KYU more…
he’s really a sweet magnae…
Thanks for sharing this
Marie :* commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 12:51 PM
thank you guys for translated <3 I really appreciate it,
and kyuhyun thank you for this journal thats makes we know you as a person !!!!!!
venus marie ymasa commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 01:05 PM
you are really so awesome my kyuhyunnie oppa..it’s just so sad that i can’t watch your concert…big BOOO!!!to me…goodluck on your concert…kaja…fighting…saranghae suju…
yin commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 01:20 PM
ohmygod . this made me cried like .. >”<
my tears just flowed and i didnt know .
thanks for this journal T-T
puspita commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 03:40 PM
what an adorable person you are..
thank you for translating this.. we can get to know more about our magnae
love you even more kyu^^..you guys deserve the best indeed..
we ELF will always love you
sujulover commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 04:55 PM
saranghe,<3kyuhyun…oppa…
tatianamm commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 05:52 PM
Oh my god! I think this is the first entry in which I cried the whole time. It made me really emotional. Not just because I’m Kyuhyun biased (which in fact, I am XD ) but also because it touches some of the ‘tragedies’ in the suju fandom. I always get emotional when it comes to the accident and the Hangeng issue. But I guess we all feel this way. Also whenever I read how much this boys love each other, because they have been together for a long journey, facing hapiness and hardships together, relaying on each other…I also cry. All bands have their own problems, but I think Super Junior is in the top of the bands with more problems, but that is what has made them so bounded together and with us, ELFs. I love Super Junior’s fans name, ELFs, as it’s really meaningful. Everlasting Friends, that says it all as I already said once. I hope we could bring the happy times back, were suju was a family of 13+2 living happily together with ELF’s , and things like this make me wish for it even more. But I guess is difficult now, and it makes me sad. Anyway, Kyuhyun fighting, Super junior fighting, ELFs fighting. I think being an ELF is one of the best things that could have happened to me, and I love you all, fellow ELFs, I’m so proud of our boys, and of you , because, as them, we have been together and will be walking together this path. I really love you a lot <3
See? It really made me emotional T_T
iko mei commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 05:59 PM
KYUHYUN SARANGHAE! ♥
iko mei commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 06:00 PM
BIG FAN HERE .. WISH TO SEE YOU SOON .. REALLY .. (SIGH)
sjshineeme commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 06:34 PM
hehe…what about making all diaries for all the boys..hehe
vanillaicecream commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 07:39 PM
THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH….. !!!!! ^^
i love u people…….^^
kamsahamnida..^^
Choihyuk commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 08:39 PM
was the words really wrote by kyuhyun?!
Emily Strange commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 09:19 PM
it is a good story
is it his diary?
thaothao commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 09:58 PM
my love is no.1. i love cho kyuhuyn
pink.boy commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 10:07 PM
I love Super Junior
I love Cho Kyu Hyun
lovekyu commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 10:30 PM
kyu
you are very good.
i admire u very much
hwaiting!
janet commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 10:31 PM
ahhh, i just read this.. and it makes me fall in love deeper towards him.. ^^ really thanks for sharing this twelfs.. thx to make this special myystiqueen unnie.. thanks for the translator who already translate this, so we all can understand.. and also thx who made this.. ^^
*bow*
lovekyu commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 10:32 PM
and, i hate antis who against Kyu’s debut
vn's balloon commented on Apr 10, 2010 at 11:24 PM
i love super junior so much. you are one of the most wonderful of my life. and i like listening your voice the most. super junior anh super junior’s kyu hyun, fighting.
super junior, sarangheyo!
Lady Vamp commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 12:23 AM
OMG me too! I’ll get very emotional every time I read or watch anything about Kyuhyun’s accident..without fail.. T.T And towards the end of the diary..it was about Hangeng.. T.T No doubt, I truly love Kyuhyun the most. But after knowing, watching, learning about all of them I seemed to began to love all of them more and more..I love ALL of them. No Hangeng don’t leave..the Sapphire Sky would rain with tears if you do. We ELFs will never stop praying for Super Junior. You guys have been through a lot..and we ELFs will give our best to make sure that all your effort , tears and even blood are worth it. Saranghae… T~T
Lady Vamp commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 12:25 AM
By the way, thank you (yes YOU!) VERY MUCH for the one who wrote this diary of Kyuhyun. It’s very touching indeed..
janet commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 12:29 AM
aahh Kyunghee university!! i’ll probably go to there for short course program that was offered from my uni… i hope that i’ll be one of the representatives that my uni send to there…
*bow*
quynhvtm commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 02:47 AM
after reading kyu’s diary, i really got emotional.It’s real as kyu said ” i may seem cold on the outside but i’m passionate on the inside”.with those touch words of oppa make me be moved to tears.
tina commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 03:09 AM
OMONA! i cried… gahh…
i just came back from ss2 here in manila and kyu had the longest bow… i think it was siwon who approached him and told him to stop since it has been minutes since the others have stopped bowing to thank us ELFs… gahh… such a sweetheart!
kyuhyun i love you! please know that
ash commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 05:00 AM
agree with you..
sjunior132 commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 06:42 AM
this is awsome i was crying -.-
myystiqueen commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 08:35 AM
no it’s not.. as stated on the cover.. it’s made by a fan ^^ but the quotes in it are direct quotes from kyu
tascha commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 11:24 AM
where can I get the photos, I really want to have all of it. im dying im dying :O :O
@belleelf commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 01:12 PM
i read this post with tears.. T_T saranghae kyu <333333
Park Eunhee commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 03:38 PM
Can i print this?
myystiqueen commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 04:31 PM
yes you may… but please use it for personal property only… it must not be used for commercial purpose… thank you
quynhvtm commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 06:07 PM
thank to kyu for your effort. I’m always on your side and follow your footstep
saranghae the person that changes my life
please keep strong health and always smile in hyung’s interest and care.
Maxy commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 08:51 PM
;~; So touching, I love this boy so much. He’s so darling <3
mara sherlin commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 10:21 PM
wow.. this diary just made me fall inlove with kyuhyun., i admire him more.. and i admit, i was really touched… how i wish to meet you in person!..
Val Teo commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 10:37 PM
God bless Super Junior!!
mimi020989 commented on Apr 11, 2010 at 10:45 PM
E.L.F forever!!!♥
Vinaa commented on Apr 12, 2010 at 12:03 AM
wow, i’m crying .. ~again
first when i read this: “Super Junior and Elfs will forever be friends and cannot be separated forever”
and second when Dream Concert.. gosh
thanks~
joyce commented on Apr 12, 2010 at 11:39 AM
i was so touched by his messages.
)
i felt his sincerity in writing it.
it really made me cry. TT_TT
Super Junior always make me feel different feelings.
The feeling of being happy, sad & excited.
I will love Super Junior forever.
syimato commented on Apr 12, 2010 at 11:41 AM
I LOVE THIS PHOTO ALBUM DIARY~~~~~~~~~~
i immediately cried when it comes to his accident and Hangeng.. yes dont leave =’((
Tialuvsuju commented on Apr 12, 2010 at 12:37 PM
Hm…really love this album
Kyuhyun is one of my fave super junior member
Nowadays…he looks even more cute
Love him so much
Kyuhyun Oppa never give up! oppa hwaiting!!!!
faizawani commented on Apr 12, 2010 at 02:39 PM
owww…it touch my heart..
i really luv this album..
i proud u are one of super junior..
thank you..kyuhyun oppa..
luv u..
kolyne_16 commented on Apr 12, 2010 at 05:16 PM
it was very touching!! I am more proud to become super junior’s fan.
) kyuhyun oppa hwaiting~
rorippe commented on Apr 14, 2010 at 04:46 PM
thanKYUuuu twelfs for translating… and yes captain cho i wanna hug u too!! try harder nxt time ..
Aquamarine commented on Apr 17, 2010 at 11:07 AM
Gosh, I love this ♥ It’s so touching! Kyu and his hyungs have really come a long way, traveling on a rocky road.
ELF+SJ=1
hwaiting!
amasakireyoko commented on Apr 22, 2010 at 07:30 AM
Omg… this is so touching… and to know it came from him directly cuts an even bigger part of my heart. Kyuhyunnie…! I liked you already before but I think I love your even more now! >w<
chichan commented on Apr 26, 2010 at 10:58 PM
Awww… That was soooo touching. Kyu was the second member I knew in Super Junior (Kangin was the first because of WGM). The moment I saw him sing Way Back Into Love with Donghae, Taeyeon and Jessica, I was already attracted to him, it’s because of his angelic voice. His voice never fail to captivate me. After reading this, I can’t help but cry a little bit when I read about the hardships they had to endure not only as a group, but as an artist as well, especially when I read about Hankyung’s lawsuit towards the end of the diary. Even though this was fanmade, I feel the sincerity in Kyuhyun’s words in the quotes. I really really admire Kyuhyun. He’s such a passionate guy. That’s why many people love him, because of his personality and nature. I only knew about SuJu last year, and reading this now, reading the past experiences of Super Junior, it made me love them even more, not only Kyuhyun, but all the members as well. I was really amazed with the passion they have for their music and for their fans, especially Kyu. Also, one thing that I love most is that they are united as one. They don’t consider each other as co-members, but as brothers. After watching many variety shows, I considered them very inspirational. They inspire others unknowingly through their perseverance and passion. I heard Eeteuk made the name ELFs for their fans, Everlasting Friends. He made the right name for the fans, because their fans will always be their everlasting friends. Also, these boys are the nicest ones I’ve ever met. In fact, nice is merely an understatement to describe them. I’m so proud of being an ELF. I wish them good luck in the future and I hope they will continue inspiring not only their fans, but also other people. I learned so many things from them, and I’m thankful for that.
I’m already babbling here. Sorry about the long comment. Hehehe… SUJU HWAITING! ELF HWAITING! SARANGHAEYO!
Princess_Kyu commented on Apr 27, 2010 at 11:55 AM
So touching.. thanKYU for gathering these quotes and stories.
He and the Super Junior whole members are MIRACLE for us, ELF.
^.^
margotlovesyou commented on Apr 27, 2010 at 10:11 PM
“the greater the battle, the sweeter the victory…”
I was really touched when I read this. It’s sweet and full of life. Thank you for sharing this! XD I so love it!!!
It’s a story of dreams, determination and love <3
kayelovessuju commented on May 7, 2010 at 05:36 PM
wow. thanks for this entry. now i know a lot of things bout kyuhyun oppa. ♥ ♥ ♥
chunrren10 commented on May 11, 2010 at 12:32 AM
the pictures are not appearing?
rizka commented on May 15, 2010 at 04:26 PM
yeah i cant see the pictures too. why?
you_fei commented on May 22, 2010 at 02:19 PM
Soo sweet of our magnae..T.T
Suju 13 forever..!!
ejjilyn_cho commented on May 27, 2010 at 07:00 PM
wow..lurv this….
Hend commented on May 27, 2010 at 07:24 PM
very touching thank you who made this <3
ejjilyn_cho commented on May 27, 2010 at 07:42 PM
i really want 2 cry while i’m reading…!
GO! KYU
Alya Z commented on May 27, 2010 at 07:47 PM
It touched my heart and it will always touches my heart…. Super Junior will always be together forever
marose commented on May 27, 2010 at 08:05 PM
really touching…
don’t worry about the criticisms it will make you stronger…
ELF will always be here for you and for the super junior!
we will never get tired!
Shabrina commented on May 27, 2010 at 08:14 PM
OMG!!! so touching at the part of hangeng. i love the pic of HanKyu…Hangeng oppa pls comeback, we wanna see Suju-13 on the stage again
(( we miss u oppa include kibum nd kangin we’ll wait u guys till comeback…SUJU FIGHTING!!!!
rum commented on May 27, 2010 at 09:24 PM
i love it
anyway who created it? i’d like to ask where did they get those gorgeous pictures of kyu.
Bjing commented on May 27, 2010 at 09:58 PM
reading this while listening to One Love
p3rk3le commented on May 27, 2010 at 11:04 PM
this is beyond touching~
you made me cry a lot, but still, I love it!!!
Thank you so much for translating it and sharing it!!! <3
I wouldnt know how to love SUJU without you~
Elaine commented on May 28, 2010 at 12:28 AM
i was so moved by this… this is ‘wow’!!! i wish i could do something like this. it only shows how much we love super junior in order for ELFs to do such work because it must have taken a lot of efforts!!! i wish kyuhyun would see this. i am grateful that he is a member of Super Junior!!!:)
Elaine commented on May 28, 2010 at 12:33 AM
I can relate with you. It’s just so funny that I am moved by a group of boys I don’t know personally but it seems I am affected by everything that happens to them. I share their ups and downs. I pray everyday for their happiness, safety and health. I don’t love Super Junior just because of their music or physical attraction. i really love them for who they are, each one of them. i feel they are so real, sincere, hardworking and humble. they never give up no matter what hardship has come their way. they will never be defeated. and we ELF will not allow that to happen! Super Junior’s fans are really beyond what fans usually are. Yes, we are more than fans, we are their friends whom they can count on in times of trouble. We will always be there for them and support them. When there is Super Junior and ELF, no one can bring us down!!! Love them so much and thank you for everyone who remains an ELF despite the issues that have happened to them. Let us all remain loyal to them and fight for them!:)
Lilian commented on May 28, 2010 at 01:33 AM
Thank you so much for this. It was very touching but the Maths Olympiad thing made me laugh. I remember him mentioning it on some game show. They were asking what sports he played and he just ignored and went on to boast about his Maths ability. Hahaha!!! =D
SJlover-667 commented on May 28, 2010 at 02:52 AM
aww..EVIL MAGNAE KYU!!
i LOVE you!!
i LOVE Super Junior Forever!
i LOVE ELF!! <3
omg, im so happy that i could be an ELF:) ELF is like one of the most loyal fanclub ever!! and ELF is not just a fanclub but we're a FAMILY and will always be EverLasting Friends:)
saranghaee!!
lemonz commented on May 28, 2010 at 04:39 AM
totally agree with u!this is the first time i m so into fandom and i m quite shocked by myself also but i realised that i like them not only as idols but as real people..esp after so many unhappy incidents that happened which allowed us to see their true characters during adversities..and i also love the unity among ELFs..it shows the power of teamwork..i believe ELFs can do anything as long as we unite!
firaacardosh commented on May 28, 2010 at 05:57 AM
ow, this is so sweet! this biography make me more love him. Kyu opaa, i love you so much. i know you will do your best for us. and for the others, keep fighting and keep spirit!
aline f. commented on May 28, 2010 at 09:10 AM
this is the first time i m so into fandom and i m quite shocked by myself also but i realised that i like them not only as idols but as real people. [2] I am drowning in tears, really. Kyuhyun saranghae ♥
Charlene commented on May 28, 2010 at 10:38 AM
Kyuhyun, oppa! Happy 4th anniversary to you! I wish you good health and more blessings from God! We’ll always support Super Junior, oppa. Take care always. God bless!!! ^^
Loviisa commented on May 28, 2010 at 10:54 AM
Oh my god, thanks for translating this… I didn’t finish reading but… He wasn’t acting in EHB tear collection att all? Oh, now I’m feeling like crying… OMG, Kyuhyun… Love you so much.
Weeeee commented on May 31, 2010 at 07:14 PM
Does kyuhyun really write this? Or people just wrote is based on his incidents and all?
Weeeee commented on May 31, 2010 at 07:16 PM
*it
monimonichan20 commented on Jun 12, 2010 at 04:03 AM
this diary make me cry,,
ilove kyuhyun..
yoshi commented on Jun 16, 2010 at 03:58 AM
i cried while reading this message, actually even up until now i still cry whenever i remember them having an accident, mostly Kyu’s situation, but i try to keep a positive mind and also being thankful that everyone recovered. Kyu just dont forget to pay for guidance and he will carry you through.. I do wish to meet you someday maybe SUJU can come to Vancouver CANADA for a concert
that would be aweseome, just remember there’s this fan supporting you all the way…take care and god bless.
yijia commented on Jun 21, 2010 at 06:57 PM
Is so touching!
Hope he do take care of himself.
13 as a group, 15 as a Family!:D
Saranghaeyo CHO-KYU-HYUN!:D
kath commented on Jun 22, 2010 at 04:31 AM
I was really touched!!! while reading this one….. I can feel the love & care you have for your family, hyung’s and E.L.F. ….. don’t worry we will not stop loving YOU!!!! ELF’s LOVE SUJU …. hwaiting!!!!!!!!!!!!
jenny commented on Jul 7, 2010 at 07:39 PM
you forgot one thing, on Star King he sang a duet with Charice in 2007. the song was Aladdin’s A Whole New World. other than that, i loved reading it
:):) good job! 
mania commented on Jul 8, 2010 at 12:04 AM
Ooh~ It was really touching….although it’s a fanmade album but it seems every word is from kyu oppa
s heart….I really cried while reading it twice….tanx a lot for it
kyuhyun oppa…..saranghae<3~
cho kyuhyun ^^ commented on Aug 1, 2010 at 04:54 PM
ohh ohh cool, hmm sometime I will see you Kyuhyun kun
virgoftu commented on Aug 4, 2010 at 11:21 AM
It’s my first reading your twitter. And the more I read it, the more I love and admire you. I always support you to do everythings.
Vita commented on Aug 12, 2010 at 02:48 AM
I’ve just read this diary, it’s really touching, after reading this I feel that I can workhard like Kyuhyun oppa to cacth my dream, he work very hard to give his best performance it’s motivating me to workhard to catch my dream like kyuhyun oppa do. I really admire kyuhyun oppa, always love you .He is the best singer that I’ve ever know
kui xian commented on Aug 16, 2010 at 11:40 PM
._. osm, obv. >_>; lol.
Star commented on Aug 17, 2010 at 12:41 AM
OMG
i am so touched by all this and i cried a lot while reading these^_^
it made me love him more^^
i will always support you and i want to promise you that from now on i will also work very hard to achieve my dreams of working for charity all over the world^^
I am very touched by the line that elfs are the 14th member of the Super Junior^^
Super Junior is awesome and all the other members are so nice and caring^^
i wish that i could get such caring friends like Super Juniors^^
i want to wish him all the best for you’re coming future
just do you’re best and we ELFs,you’re family,friends and other members of SuJu are always supporting you^^
FIGHTING^^
love ya^^
roxettenicole commented on Aug 29, 2010 at 03:01 AM
why is my double y? it must be single y:)
white girl commented on Sep 11, 2010 at 12:52 PM
I want to see with super junior or kyuhyun
Terryin commented on Sep 28, 2010 at 12:18 AM
KYUHYUNNIEEE! <3 Urrrr sooo sweet ((: U make me love you evejn more! <<333
santi commented on Sep 28, 2010 at 01:02 AM
i will always hope the best fo you and suju,i hope suju always be the best and also be the best again.
love you all
kristine commented on Oct 1, 2010 at 11:48 AM
..oOhH..dAtz y i loVe u kYUhyuN.,
‘cOz uR alSo a loVinG pErsOn..
..sArAnGHaE!,
Sandara commented on Oct 4, 2010 at 11:08 AM
Cute Kyu Hyun,I love more after reading your diary.It’s so interesting and touching.I can feel your heart and your emotional life.You’ll be surely more and more higher because of your warm heart. Fighting!Cutie,I am your ELF and take care of your health.
Miyuki commented on Oct 29, 2010 at 11:47 AM
Understanding that life is not easy unless you have God in your heart.( I’m just saying!!) Super Junior work soo hard just to make us happy. being kyuhyun’s fan… well because of his great singing voice. (it’s soo beautiful) Also his amazing smile. Also understanding that every SuJu member is different and start with a different story.
Reading this makes me know a little more about him.
I love u!! Kyuhyun!!
roxanne_cho commented on Oct 30, 2010 at 12:30 PM
thank you for posting this.. his story inspires me always… and i have additional knowledge about him.. be strong always kyuhyun and saranghae!!!!
immabeyourgrey commented on Oct 30, 2010 at 10:54 PM
aww… that’s so sweet :”> that’s why we all love you – because you love us too. as long as Super Junior’s there, we’ll be there to support you and your hyungs.
amaal akifah commented on Nov 1, 2010 at 08:19 PM
i like it….all of kyuhyun’s picture was so cute…i wish i can hug him…
…..SARANGHAE SUJU & CHO KYUHYUN OPPA!!!!
SaenaHyun commented on Nov 2, 2010 at 07:47 AM
Awww.. My Kyuhyun has been through so much. It was so good to read this. I feel so near to you. I felt the feelings that you felt while writing these. I was so touched. I wish you could read this comment but thats OK. May be someday you will read. I wanna meet you someday. Since I stay in India I don’t think you guys will come here.. So what ? I will come there.. Kekeke.. [ I mean it. No jokes
]
I love you so much Oppa & after reading this I love you even more ♥ ♥ ♥
Its so good to know that you all are true brothers & you take good advantage of being a Magnae & why not ? You deserve all the happiness
You’re so ambrosial & charming ^_^
You’re such a darling. All this while I’d just been reading about you on the internet. Since thats only here I can get to know about you.. You’re so truthful from within. Its so good to see that you love your fans so much. I’m not just a FAN. For you atleast not any ordinary fan. I wish you could understand.
Always stay positive. Good things are coming your way & I’m coming too
ELF Forever ♥
Saranghayeo Cho Oppa ! ♥ ♥
Mwaaaaah :*
P.S. Thanks a lot to those who have translated this. I so mean it. Since I’m not a Korean I can not understand even a word though I’ll learn it soon ^^
Thanks a million.
*xoxo*
via commented on Nov 5, 2010 at 03:52 PM
I loVe yoU Kyuhyun .,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,,.,.,.,.,.
Chelsea Riley commented on Nov 28, 2010 at 08:25 PM
I really enjoyed really all of that.. Cho is a really awesome person
I hope I will be able to meet him someday 
I <3 Kyuhyun
!
NonYaz >. commented on Dec 9, 2010 at 10:45 AM
I Love him so muchhh!!!
Pr!nc3sz_ luv`z_ kyuhyun (^_^) commented on Dec 11, 2010 at 06:06 PM
I LUV (CHO KYUHYUN) EVER
& most 0f all the(SUJU)
luv u all so much..!(^_^)
xiangyin commented on Mar 5, 2011 at 05:54 PM
kampate….
thidasoe commented on Mar 6, 2011 at 03:03 PM
clever and stable boy
charlene polinar commented on Mar 6, 2011 at 04:38 PM
when i read it, my feelings towards you guys outburst.. we will always love you guys!